- r.h Sin – She felt like feeling nothing.
beneath the chill in my soul
and the overcrowding of my mind
is a heart that is both afraid
and willing to be loved
i shake like earthquakes
trembling like the weakest spine
i fall like raindrops
or leaves that belong to trees
in November
remember, i am a creature
who has been broken
by the hands of past loves
understand that i am hurting
still trying to recover
still trying to rebuild
standing still, afraid to move foward
and yet i desire to put distance
between myself and what lives behind me
i’m fighting to put distance
between an awful past
and a tough present
as i struggle to look foward
a future in which i am happy