I found my home in your arms
So warm and comfortable
I got lost in your eyes
Like an adventure in a chocolate sea
Your lips moved me like the wind moves the trees
Sometimes light and soft other times powerful and moving
Your love maneuvered through my veins
like adrenaline making my heart race and my breath stop
I’m looking up at you
Feels like its third person point of view
But the screaming and abuse never stopped
You could see the bruises on my skin, but they were darker on my heart
I fell into that chocolate sea
drowning, sinking
You left my soul to abandon my body
Where it got lost in a realm with so many broken others
A place that was once warm and dewy turned frigid, but I couldn’t see my breath
Everything was quiet and cold until numbness submersed me inside
But I found a meadow calm and inviting
surrounded by trees like a wall that protected me
This time not just a home but a sanctuary
One where my blood runs clean and nothing consumes me